You will never know the joy I feel when I see my children smile... You will never know how it feels for YOUR children to look at you with love...and admiration...
I am so grateful that my daughter has an actual father, who loves her, and cares for her... HE would NEVER leave her... never REPLACE her... I am not angry with you.. I just do not understand why...
Why did you do this to me?...
You replaced me... with another daughter, named Mandy (my name sake..the song you sang to MY mother on your prom night)...her birthday the day after mine... I have never received a birthday card... the only thing I ever received was the words you thought I did not hear..
"I wish it were you" (said to my brother)... when I chose to move to Texas to try to be with you...
I get it, I understand... but not so much...
Every single time I look into my children's eyes I see love... I see joy... And I know that they are a part of me! I have only ever tried to better myself; to be worthy of them....
I am not sure whether you live or if you have died... why?
Because you have always shoved my brother and I away... you lived 15 minutes away and we did NOT see you for 8 years...
At this point, I really do not care...(ok maybe a little)... but only because you and my "mother" threw us both away...
To quote Mercutio... "A plague o' both your houses!!" ...
I am spent!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1yJqDTSufBE
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